Come with me
Let us hide under these forbidden skies
With no stars
Our eyes will spark the night
We will tell our stories skin to skin
While our bones break to uncage our emotions
The earth will break into a song
We will forget our existence
I will hold you hostage
With the soft kisses you once...
I’ve been in a game for long
Not realizing I’m a player.
Heartfelt condolences to all who took part and lost.
Loud noises, voices
With different causes
No certain forces
Surrounded by nothing but guns,
Smoke screen, clouded.
My thoughts, crowded
Rest of the world, perfect.
And again light hearted
As my horrible yesterday will be...
Stop at nothing when need be,
Stop at nothing cause you believe you need me.
Push me to my limits,
For I may need some kind of lifting,
As I apparently need 'help'.
Lost hope in a game I don't want play,
Holding on to straws to sustain,
Forgetting I'm obese.
Sense loses all meaning in desperation,
I don’t trust poets in matters of the heart.
They always know the words to say,
How to phrase,
Words to use and how to be fused.
Making me swing, twirl and curl
My non-existent hair.
Draw weird maps with my feet,
Loose my word.
Find myself singing gugu gaga
And the response to each and every question...
Moments when tears are not enough to express your pain,
When you can feel the pieces where your heart once was,
When wishing is all you can do,
That is the moment you realize how much of a human you are.
How vulnerable and fragile you've become.
The moment your breathing seems valueless.
Insomnia is a bitch!
With claws for nails,
My time for coins.
A wealthy bastard in a strip joint,
Making it rain.
Red light districts light up at his sight.
When he rains, he pours.
When he reigns, he pours.
My experiences may have made me bitter.
Got me to a point of no return.
Doubting the preacher,
Even the scripture.
My life has become a twister,
And everything I do only sinks me deeper.
I am doubting your existence,
Regardless of my resilience
I can’t ignore my experience.
I am looking for something,
Don’t ask what?