I’ve been in a game for long

Not realizing I’m a player.

Heartfelt condolences to all who took part and lost.

Loud noises, voices

With different causes

No certain forces

Surrounded by nothing but guns,

No roses.

Smoke screen, clouded.

My thoughts, crowded

Dreams haunted

Rest of the world, perfect.

Realizing, sudden

Heart burdened

And again light hearted

As my horrible yesterday will be back tomorrow.

Living life now,

I know this time is borrowed.


Ashes to ashes.

Dust to dust.

Scattered pieces surrounded by trash.

Passing asses, clustered bastards


I’m not stuck